Prayer to thank God for opening my heart

As I sit here weeping because I’ve just realized how you speak directly to me through your Word, I’m in awe of your love, majesty and power! Thank you that you’ve opened up the Scriptures to me – Your not-so-perfect daughter! You know my heart and you know my struggles! Please forgive my hardened heart and help me to be a better daughter!
Please oh God, don’t ever let me not use my spiritual gifts even when I’m in the middle of dealing with my own issues. Let me be obedient dear Father because the things I deal with are not bigger than anyone else’s struggles! Don’t allow me to be selfish! Help me be effective in my ministry to encourage those you put in my path and especially those who don’t believe You exist.
Thank you for touching my life and transforming it in a huge way. I appreciate you F-a-t-h-e-r! I can hardly wait for eternity!Meanwhile, please help me fulfill Your purpose for me in a big God-Hug-kind of way!
Love you Lord!
Blanca